~ NyAwA hIDuPkU..~

salam smue....

ary ni de mood nk update blog ikin ni...

sbnrnye entry kali ni khas tuk nyawa ikin...

nk tw spe nyawa ikin??

tentulah kedua2 insan diatas ini...

mak & abah ikin...

ni la nyawa ikin smpi hujung nyawa ikin w'pun 1 hari nti ikin akan jd milik org laen, ksh syg ikin kat parents ikin xkan berubah...insya allah..

dalam fmily ikin ank bongsu..tp xb'mkne ikin ni slalu dimnjekan...

mak & abah syg ikin sme gan kakak2 ikin...

so xde istilah ank mnje kat sini...

gmbr ni pling ikin ske...cz ase cm dkt je gan mak & abah...

mse mule2 ikin nk dtg melake ni @ gan lbh bestnye nk berhijrah kat melake ni, ikin ase mcm xsanggup je nk berpisah gan mak & abah..

cz sepanjang 17thn idup xpenah b'pisah gan parents ikin..

so ble kne g sbg belajar kat tmpt jauh cmni( sbnrnye xle jauh sngt)ase mcm sshnye nk truskan idup...

mggu pertama kat melake mmg agak parah...

ble call mak gan abah mst nagis..cz rndu sngt kat dieowg...

pastu lame2 da ok..

kdg2 ble call mak & abah dpt tahu dieowg xsehat..

ya ALLAH ase mcm nk gugur jantung ni...

rase mcm nk terbang g kl time tu jgk...

dulu ikin xpndai naek bus...

klw nk blk kne tggu dieowg amik dlu bru leh amik...

tp skunk alhamdulilah ikin da pndai naek bus..

lately ni dpt tw mak ikin xsehat..aty ni mmg xtenteram ble dpt tw bite2 cmtu..nsb baek da reti naek bus..so tiap2 minggu ikin blk..

de kwn ikin ckp * XPNT KE ASYIK BLK KL??*

mau xpntnye...berkorban jela demi nyawa ikn...

ble dpt tgk dpn mate cmne keadaan dieowg ase tenteram ckit...

* mak & abah, adk syg sngt mak & abah...xde org leh paham adk selain mak & abah...

adk xksh klw adk xdpt rase ksh syg org laen..tp adk xnk kurang ckit pown ksh syg dr mak & abah..

mak & abah lah nyawa adk...mak & abah no.1 kat aty adk...

xde siape leh gnti w'pun bkl suami adk suatu ary nti...insya allah...

luahan ikhlas dr ankmu...

entry kali ni khas buat parents ikin...

so smpi kat cni jela entry kali ni...

nti klw de mse ikin update ag ok...

dadada...:P

~ this for u..~

hay n salam smue...

ntah npe mlm ni @ gan lbh afdalnye pg ni xleh tdo...

so pe ag ikin update la cik blog ikin ni...blog ni bg ikin ibarat kwn yg xleh bersuare tp leh jdkan tmpt sbg luahkan prasaan...

xkira la waktu kte ske, sdih @ marah...

entry kali ni nk berbicara psl seseorang...

actually many times i saw him...

he very special person for me..

every time i meet him i can smile only..

cz only thats i can do it..

to do more than that i afraid cz he look so speacial. so no wonder la if he got someone he love right??

hurm...i'm like another human..

can't run from what i feel...

so what i can do??

just wait n accept the qadak n qadar...

that's more afdal for me right now..

because we can plan everything..but ALLAH will decide either there good for us or not...

i admit sometimes i feel so hurt with this...

but i what i can do??

i can't force him to feel like what i feel...

that enough i can see him every day..

when he hurt i can feel..

when he sad i can feel to...

* to this person...this entry i make special for u...

hope 1 day u open this blog n read this entry...

ok guys, thats all for today...

starting dr ary ni, ikin akn try tls blog ikin dlm bi..

cz dr sni kte akn blaja...

sorry klw ayt yg ikin wat ni berterabur cz br blaja...

k c u next time...dada...<3

~ bangun dr mse lalu..~

salam smue...

agak lame jari-jemari ni x menari2 di blog ni...hehe...

ok kte update ckit blog kali ni gan tkr lgu n tkr " kte GANTI nme dri..."

hehehe...

dlu ikin bhsekan diri sbg asy n aq... tp de ase cm xkne je...

dye kne gne ikin bru best ckit...

ok kte g pd tjuk kat atas tu "bangun dr mse lalu"...

bg ikin smue org de mse lalu tersendiri...

maybe ade yg happy n sdih...bg ikin smue tu adela sjrh hidup msg2...

tp kte harus ingt jgn biarkan mse lalu terlalu mengpengaruhi hidup kte.

ianya hnye sjrh..sjrh ttp akn jd sjrh..

tipu la klw ikin ckp, ikin xde mse lalu yg pahit..

but we must woke up...

kdg2 manusia ni slalu alpe..

klw da kcewe n gagal, lpe sgle2nye...

jgn terlalu sdih cz ALLAH always beside us...

so moral of this blog...jgn terlalu tenggelam gan mse lalu...

bangun dan start idup bru...

cz smue yg berlaku ni de HIKMAHNYE...

tu je la tuk ary ni..

klw de mse ikin coretkan lg ye...

da..salam...:D

~ ni la sifat org MELAYU ~

arrrgh..........

tEnSiOn btol la gan sifat org kite ni....

kdg2 sifat dyeowg ni dpt kte tgk dlm kehidupan seharian kte..

antre sifat yg sinonim sngt adlh!!:

1) org kte ni ske sngt XTEPATI MASA....

bnde ni slalu sngt jd...

cmne kte nk berjye klw kte ske lewatkan mse...

kte pown tw mse tu EMAS ....

tp....entahla..

klw bdk2 senang nk ubah...tp klw da tue bangke cmne??

2) org KITE ni ske sngt condem usahe sesame bnggse...

de je yg xkene..

tu slh, ni slh...

abis pe yg btol???

3) xde sifat nk bantu kaum bumiptera....!

pe nk jd??

tw la da b'jye dlm hidup...

tp xslhkan nk tlg org yg bru nk b'jye...

ingt la skit HARTE KEKAYAAN KAT DUNIA NI BKN LEH BWK MATI POWN!!!!

pe slhnye tlg???

hurm............

4) ske sngt pandang pde PANGKAT & DARJAT....

ni slalu jd kat dlm masyrakat kte...

ssh la klw dieowg da de mind setting yg ckp leh KWN @ KAWEN gan sebangse dye je...

payah btol la..

tp ni smue slh spe???

klw parents da lentur ank dye jd cmtu, cmtu la jdnye....

5) sifat cemburu pd kejayaan org laen...

xslh klw kte de sifat cemburu pd org laen..

tp b'pde2 la...jdkan cemburu tu sbg 1 pembakar semangat....

ni x...

klw xpuas aty de je bnde yg dye wat...

kdg2 wat perkare yg slh disisi AGAME & UNDANG2...

pe NK JADI NI????

6) ske sngt menjaje cite...

mejoriti kwsn perumahan slalunye mst de CNN kan???

nk tw pe tu CNN...ske LAYAN TEPI KAIN ORG....

de je cite t'bru dye dpt...

klh murai gan gua....hehehe...

*bkn niat kutuk bngse MELAYU KITE....

tp sikap sesetengah org mlayu ni watkan aq geram....

MAAF KLW DE PIHAK TERASA ATY...

tp sekadar nk luahkan pe yg xpuas aty....

k la setakat ni aje tuk kali ni..

see u next time..

dadada....:D